So, my work day has currently become an overwhelming waste of time.
I quite literally have nothing productive to do. Luckily though, i have 'exams' this week, so I left at 3:30 on Tuesday and I will do the same again today.
In reality, though, I do not have exams (except for yesterday, I actually did). I have received my grades for my curriculum class and for my statistics class and I got 100% in both classes. Baller Status. My science class should be much of the same because I scored 100% on everything except for one test i got a 97% on and one paper i got a 120% on. So basically, my 4.0 Graduate GPA is holding strong.
All of this free time at work is no good for me - especially this week. I have entirely too much spare time to sit and ponder if the phone call I receive on Friday will be a happy one or a disappointing one. I'm so nervous about it because I really really really really really would love to have this job. The school is perfect for me and the situation is even better! All of the people are so nice and the kids seem to be a pretty good group as well. I mean, honestly, I'd probably take just about any teaching job if it was offered to me. I really want to be in a school, working with kids, and having fun doing what I love. This job that I'm at right now doesn't offer me any of that.
I sincerely hope that I never ever ever have to work another boring office job after this. I can't stand waking up in the morning to go to work all day only to feel like nothing was accomplished. I want to do something with my time. I want to be able to see progress and measure success. This gig is no good. I need to teach - and I need to teach music. It's my passion, it's all I know, really. Just music and teaching. That's what I'm good at and I can't imagine myself doing anything else with my talents. I want to share music with kids - especially young ones. I want to get them involved in every process of music and instill a passion for music in them that will stay with them throughout their entire lives.
Well, Friday is almost here. Just two more days and I'll know where I'll be working in the Spring semester. Please keep your fingers and toes crossed, pray or throw a penny into a wishing well for me. Heck! Throw a silver dollar in that well! I need all the good vibes I can get at this point!
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